The need

The need to be alone together with no one so close to belong somewhere singel and go my own way of love for the one outside my reach out to myself at night lieing there in my memory with love from the past that was good to hold out with no breath in my neck I can turn around and go to the one that I love and learn to hate this being alone i sometimes cry for no reason i feel great walking proud my own way and I see those eyes floating shooting lightning in my heard burning pain and pleasure al at once in my days singel and never alone going up while falling on my knees kissing feet's and pulling strings in my brain to maintain my own smile alive to get one inside this life I betray my own pride and still go the road that I so much like and also need is what I tell when I lie awake alone the nights before I fall asleep alone together with a dream by my side.